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I'm getting a negative scanner! yupp... (ATP i need that film back! XD) Also i've gone deaf in one ear (hopefully not forever hah) it makes me feel so off balance. Like one side of my head is extremely light, and soundless.

Today i went for a coffee. I sat in the same Starbucks, in the same seat/table that i sat in on the day of my interview at that college. Today was pretty much my last day at college. I didn't realise this until hours and hours later.

Victor Needs a Home : Exxerpts from my notebook.

I thought i'd finish some shit. Or at least post some WIP's... I could even just fake it and post some art i finished months ago... But i'm a silly bitch and I'm not doing any of those things..
Here's a picture i took right at the start of college, as i am leaving it's full circle.
Fuck you art college, fuck deviant art too, that place is shit.

Know what else is shit? People. Everyone. Backstabbing, lying, sluts. I'm not bitter. I just thought i could trust people and i can't. Know what? I don't think people like that i'm not 'awkward, never been kissed - jess' anymore Who will they laugh at now? I think i've been bitched about this past month more than ever before, (and that's saying something!)
But guess what? I DON'T CARE (well of course i do, but i can deal with it) I am going to make cake tomorrow, for a boy, who will then eat it. That just makes me happy.

They say when one door closes, another opens. I bloody well hope so! 'Cause i'm trapped in a room with no windows...